you must have faith...coz...he is always beside us
8:36 PM
books...notebooks...are scattered in my room. I'm tired of reviewing and can't help but sleep... But then suddenly, they keep on waking me up so that I can continue my review. My mom is so strict that i must follow all her rules. You know, sometimes, I hate her because she keeps on preaching me, whenever I'm making mistakes. But I told to myself that "NOBODY IS PERFECT". Going back... Before the periodical test, I'm almost going to bed past 12 because of a serious review..(of course, i want to get high scores)... I got even allergy and measles. I'm so nervoused because i want to attend our classes so that i am going to write down those pointers to review. i'm praying so hard and telling to myself- have faith!
and when during the periodical test, my condition got worst. i got even a fever, and my allergy keeps on. i'm so terrified. but my father gave me a tablet so that my fever will go down, and thank GOD...then when i arrived at our test area, i forgot my project in Advanced Chemistry so i texted my father. He's so kind. During the test, I got pressured! and i cant think well. im very sleepy that day but trying to open my eyes. i chewed some bubble gum to refresh my mind. and so far. . .GOD is really good all the time . . . and i got so over-whelmed because i answered the questions "HONESTLY!"
I want to become a teacher and i must get high in the NCAE. i am very serious in taking the test. i am the last one to fininsh the test. when it is in the entreprenuership skills test, i got tired and i dont even read nor taking the test seriously, anymore. i saw my friends outside so i did that. they told me "pugpugtuamon" . . . and honestly speaking, i did that. i told to myself when i finished the test and with my friends, i am regreting. the lesson is that even though it's last, you must always put your best.
moving on. . . i will always keep on reviewing and reading even though, it is not my lesson. . .and i will share it to others. . . i want to have a better life someday,fulfilling my dreams. . . having my profession and going to italy to have rest with my family. . . we will live there happily. . .and i wont break their expectations. . . but i did one. . . having a boyfriend. . . but i cant help but to fall!
and when during the periodical test, my condition got worst. i got even a fever, and my allergy keeps on. i'm so terrified. but my father gave me a tablet so that my fever will go down, and thank GOD...then when i arrived at our test area, i forgot my project in Advanced Chemistry so i texted my father. He's so kind. During the test, I got pressured! and i cant think well. im very sleepy that day but trying to open my eyes. i chewed some bubble gum to refresh my mind. and so far. . .GOD is really good all the time . . . and i got so over-whelmed because i answered the questions "HONESTLY!"
I want to become a teacher and i must get high in the NCAE. i am very serious in taking the test. i am the last one to fininsh the test. when it is in the entreprenuership skills test, i got tired and i dont even read nor taking the test seriously, anymore. i saw my friends outside so i did that. they told me "pugpugtuamon" . . . and honestly speaking, i did that. i told to myself when i finished the test and with my friends, i am regreting. the lesson is that even though it's last, you must always put your best.
moving on. . . i will always keep on reviewing and reading even though, it is not my lesson. . .and i will share it to others. . . i want to have a better life someday,fulfilling my dreams. . . having my profession and going to italy to have rest with my family. . . we will live there happily. . .and i wont break their expectations. . . but i did one. . . having a boyfriend. . . but i cant help but to fall!
-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.
We can work things out.