3:39 AM
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next in line

What has life to offer me
When I grow old
What’s there to look forward to
Beyond the biting cold
'Cause they say it’s difficult
Yes, stereotypical

What’s there beyond sleep, eat, work in this cruel life
Ain't there nothing else 'round here but human strife
They say it’s difficult
Yes, stereotypical
You gotta be conventional
You can’t be so radical

So I sing this song to all of my age
For these are the questions
We’ve got to face
For in this cycle that we call life
We are the ones who are next in line
We are next in line

What has life to offer me
When I grow old
What’s there to look forward to
Beyond the biting cold
Cause they say it’s difficult
Yes, stereotypical
You gotta be conventional
You can’t be so radical

So I sing this song to all of my age
For these are the questions
We’ve got to face
For in this cycle that we call life
We are the ones who are next in line
We are next in line

We are next in line… Oooh… Ohh..
We are next in line

And we gotta work, we gotta feel
Let’s open our eyes and do whatever it takes
And we gotta work, we gotta feel
Let’s open our eyes…(ooohhh)

And I sing this song to all of my age
For these are the questions
We’ve got to face
For in this cycle that we call life
We are the ones who are next in line
We are next in line

thank you

Thank you for teaching me how to love
Showing me what the world means
What I've been dreamin' of
And now I know, there is nothing that I could not do
Thanks to You

For teaching me how to feel
Showing me my emotions
Letting me know what's real
From what is not
What I've got is more that I'd ever hoped for
And a lot of what I hope for is
Thanks to you

No mountain, no valley
No time, no space
No heartache, no heartbreak
No fall from grace
Can't stop me from believing
That my love will pull me through
Thanks to You

(Adlib)

There's no mountain, no valley
No time, no space
No heartache, no heartbreak
No fall from grace
Can't stop me from believing
That my love will see me through
Thanks to You
Thanks to You

For teaching me how to live
Putting things in perspective
Teaching me how to give
And how to take
No mistake
We were put here together
And if I breakdown
Forgive me but it's true
That I'm aching with the love I feel inside
Thanks to You
Thanks to you


-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.


3:34 AM
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Honestly speaking, im so ignorant how to make a movie or how to use the movie maker.

How can I find something
That two can take
Without stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake
I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now
Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...
Forget that our time is almost up I'll be all right...

I promise to be alright!!!!


-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.


3:13 AM
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It is so enjoyable. Grabe!!!! Im falling for him na talaga. I don’t want, I do not want. But why did I criedf if Im not affected to what I saw in that hour. Why? I do not have any feelings for him, why? I am so confused right now this song made me realize that I already love him. I love him more right now than I ever had. Whanever I am with him, ther is something in my stomach that I can explain but I do have butterflies inside it. Am I falling for him already.?

Kung ito man ang huling awiting aawitin
Nais kong malaman mong ika’y bahagi na ng buhay ko
At kung may huling sasabihin
Nais kong sambitin, nilagyan mo ng kulay ang mundo

Kasama kitang lumuha
Dahil sa‘yo ako’y may pag-asa

Ang awiting ito’y para sa‘yo
At kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko
Salamat, salamat
Haaaa.. yeah yeaah

Sana’y iyong marinig, tibok ng damdamin
Ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin, ang awitin ko’y iyong dinggin
At kung marinig ang panalangin
Lagi kang naroroon, humihiling ng pagkakataon

Masabi ko sa’yo ng harapan
Kung gaano kita kailangan

Ang awiting ito’y para sa‘yo
At kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko
Salamat, salamat
Haaaa.. yeah yeaah

Ito na ang pagkakataon
Walang masasayang na panahon
Mananatili ka sa puso ko kailanman
Para sa yo ako’y lalaban, ako’y lalaban

Ang awiting ito’y para sa‘yo
At kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko
Salamat, salamat
(repeat 2x)

I hugged him tight. I did it..!!!


-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.


i do have the courage to play the game!!!!!
2:54 AM
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I don’t know what to do! Why I am so worried right now, not just like last year that I am so confident that I can get higer scores than the previous periodical exams. The big reason is that to text the whole day.

I don’t know why I m like this in the pass days. Ive changed a lot, but i know, i can conmtrol myself, i can make myself a chnge.

i do have so many problems right now.why? i am not saying so exaggeratedly but i knoe, its true... my mom is always scolding me because sometimes i am not reviewng my lessons. well, we do not have any assignment at all but schoolworks and project, so many... im tired of leaving...

now, i do have another boyfriend again, ang i promise to myself that i will not do this as serious to jefferson peros...i do not want to make decision that will only result to so big mistake to my life.i will just play with the game and still i will also do whayt i want even tough i do have boyfriend right now. why not?, jajajaja.. i will just make him as my inspiration but iwill not make him as orecious ads what i did to jefferson. i do not to be pitied again by someone. i know, i am just be fooled by helmon. im not giving him mywhole trust but i will just treat him as my bestfriend but i know ican learn to love him as time pass by.

right now, someone is courting ecand i am planning to answer him next week, because i know, we will not only be as long as with my previous relationship.

and now i will concentrate to my studies.



-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.


does he love that much?
7:45 PM
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i answered him yes, during the coming of the new year. i answered him because what i know he loves me, but im learning to love him also but i cant!then here is the opening, i cant feel any for him.


-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.


another task to fulfill
7:20 PM
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how rude am i doing to myself right now.I cant review and all i had to do is to text, to watch, to eat, and to sleep. i tried to have some review but nothing comes in.i know it will not result that good coz im expecting it to be as low as im doing right now.i cant concentrate. what am i doing to myself right now. am i a fool? i want to finish my schooling but what am i doing? im wasting my time to unnecessary things.they gave us enough time to review but i just wasted it.i hate myself so much.
i had my few(take note"few")review few hours before the periodical test, and while having my review i am texting and watching..come on joy, enjoy life..>hahahahahahaha<
books...notebooks...are scattered in my room. I'm tired of reviewing and can't help but sleep... But then suddenly, they keep on waking me up so that I can continue my review. My mom is so strict that i must follow all her rules. You know, sometimes, I hate her because she keeps on preaching me, whenever I'm making mistakes. But I told to myself that "NOBODY IS PERFECT". Going back... Before the periodical test, I'm almost going to bed past 12 because of a serious review..(of course, i want to get high scores)... i'm praying so hard and telling to myself- have faith!


-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.


it's not christmas!!!!
7:30 PM
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how am i going to begin my post if i cant feel any essence of it. i dont know what to tell to you.im bored.i went to attend the 9 mass before christmas, but unfortunately i missed two..:()>how sad
but...what i want the most is that i attended the sk olympics for the first time because my mom is not allowing me to attend some activities such like that but i was shocked when she allowed me to attend.thanks mom!:)..there, i met TIRSO:), he is a nice guy but unfortunately he likes another girl.



-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.