we are friends.."NOW"
Being an ignorant is not a bad deed to do. I, as a student and not a well-followed in the world of technology. I suffered of being an ignorant person. Thanks to my friends, they are always beside me and guiding me through my studies. When they told me how to do, I got an experience of having “No man is an island.”
Moving on, I will always study harder to reach my dreams in life.
november 14,2008...this is the most unforgettable date i've encountered in my whole life.he said that he need some space and need more freedom.all i have to do is to set him free,even though it hurts..cool off?..i maybe mad at him but what else can i do?..i must get ready for our break up..i must prove to myself that without him i can live happy and peacefully...but i was so wrong..i cried for three consecutive nights...cannot even eat or cannot even go out with my friends...my mom talk to me and asks me what's wrong...all i have to say is that.."i am ok ma,don't worry,i will be alright"..for the first time i hugged her...my friends told me that he will come back soon,but when?...i will wait for him no matter what will happen..
november 19,2008...this day made more stronger than ever...i have so many problems in life i've encountered..i am faithful to him...but why he needs to leave me so soon...i thought he will come to me and hug me tight,but i was so wrong..instead,our conversation made me cried and i thought the whole world is angry with me...i am blaming myself..is it my fault that's why he need to leave..we are break...and it's over...i thought i will not cry,but it made me more emotional..those memories we had...i may not be a perfect girlfriend...i did what i know is ideal..everything will go on smoothly...you will still my bestfriend...i must pretend that i am happy but it hurts me more...even though i will..everything is done...it was just lost in dark so easy...
for the last time...
all i have to say...
is...
thank you and i love you..:)
Moving on, I will always study harder to reach my dreams in life.
november 14,2008...this is the most unforgettable date i've encountered in my whole life.he said that he need some space and need more freedom.all i have to do is to set him free,even though it hurts..cool off?..i maybe mad at him but what else can i do?..i must get ready for our break up..i must prove to myself that without him i can live happy and peacefully...but i was so wrong..i cried for three consecutive nights...cannot even eat or cannot even go out with my friends...my mom talk to me and asks me what's wrong...all i have to say is that.."i am ok ma,don't worry,i will be alright"..for the first time i hugged her...my friends told me that he will come back soon,but when?...i will wait for him no matter what will happen..
november 19,2008...this day made more stronger than ever...i have so many problems in life i've encountered..i am faithful to him...but why he needs to leave me so soon...i thought he will come to me and hug me tight,but i was so wrong..instead,our conversation made me cried and i thought the whole world is angry with me...i am blaming myself..is it my fault that's why he need to leave..we are break...and it's over...i thought i will not cry,but it made me more emotional..those memories we had...i may not be a perfect girlfriend...i did what i know is ideal..everything will go on smoothly...you will still my bestfriend...i must pretend that i am happy but it hurts me more...even though i will..everything is done...it was just lost in dark so easy...
for the last time...
all i have to say...
is...
thank you and i love you..:)
-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.
We can work things out.
sadness inside me
7:21 PM
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Semestral break...i am very sad...instead of being happy because i'm gonna rest for almost two weeks...but it seems to very lonely in the first day..monday...i felt tired...i went with my lolo in the farm to give snacks to the farmers because they are harvesting...thanks GOD and it's a plenty harvest...nobody seems to be with me this sembreak...i'm so lonely..my mom went to their school together with my three sisters because they have a review for the mtap competition...it's been two nights that i am crying..i don't know...my mom also observed what is happening to me this past days..i just said that i am ok..but i'm not at all...i can't eat..i can't stop from crying,even my sister tried to stop me but not...i felt of being empty..i have so many problems and i thought i cant solve these anymore...i'm thinking of stepping to a new life...in heaven..
he?...i don't know what's up to him..i miss him so much but how can i tell him that i love him so much if he cant be faithful to me also...if he cant love more than how i love him...am i too dumb not to feel that's there something's missing..no matter what happen...i'm not breaking up with him...but it's always up to him if he will leave me or not..i'm holding on...it's been a week that we didn't talk...it's been a week that we didn't see each other...but is he also happy if he will tlak to me and see in...hoping someday that he will also come back..maybe he was just lost in the dark but i'll find him...no matter what happen..
he?...i don't know what's up to him..i miss him so much but how can i tell him that i love him so much if he cant be faithful to me also...if he cant love more than how i love him...am i too dumb not to feel that's there something's missing..no matter what happen...i'm not breaking up with him...but it's always up to him if he will leave me or not..i'm holding on...it's been a week that we didn't talk...it's been a week that we didn't see each other...but is he also happy if he will tlak to me and see in...hoping someday that he will also come back..maybe he was just lost in the dark but i'll find him...no matter what happen..
third day..it's wednesday and it's my lolo's b-day...i am very happy for him...i stayed in nagtupacan for two consecutive nights..and i am happy..i enjoyed in staying there because i met new friends..such as like him...him?..jejeje..he is studying in san fernando..he is so kind...and also makulit...god bless him..i'll miss those nights that we are happy chatting about his gf...not to mention his name anymore..he always make me happy..
thanks god and i overcome my sadness..because of my family and friends..they proved to me that enjoy life to the fullest..there are always events in our lives that will makes happy and sad..in every problem there's a solution..take time to realize...make things possible..pray to god..he is always besides us and watching over us..
-i-am-stupid-girl-
We can work things out.
We can work things out.
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